The Soldier Next Door

…. Ana POV…

I am not going to say that the depths of Ethan’s stupidity will end here today, for I know, and I have seen by the look on that face, that he is already plotting his next move.

Now I really hope that he will not outmatch his latest stunt, but somehow I know that he will always go one step bolder than the one before. The man is truly his own worst enemy at times, but I will give it to him that he is more determined than any other person that I have ever known.

And for this, I love him a great deal.

He has, regardless of having the burden of one non-functional leg, been trying to live his life to the best he can under his current situation. And on top of pushing his needs, the healing that he deserves aside, he has been looking after our baby and me.

So to say that I take my hat off him will be a gesture too simple, for I admire what he pushes himself through and does not once complain. Now here is where I am hoping again that he needs to realize that he needs to slow down.

The baby is here in here in mere weeks, less than two months, and counting down every second to the joyous occasion. And I know that while he is not looking after his family, he is starting to plan that come back to every last detail in his head.

He has not said much about the Raiders again, but I had heard him whispers something to Gibbs and Ray before we parted ways at the courthouse. Now, I know that Gibbs and Ray are waiting to get news of when they will be deployed. But as for Ethan, well, I am sure he has to go through some sort of training still.

But…

Why is Gibbs waiting to be deployed if he is supposed to be joining the Raiders with Ethan?

Mmm, the three of them are up to something.

But I will not push the subject now. Ethan is exhausted and has just excused himself to go lay down for a little while. I have, in all the time that we have been together, not seen him so drained. I think the weight of losing his family laid heavy on him. It is a death sentence to your heart to lose every single thing that you have achieved, and yes, it was a moment of stupidity.

But I understand that he was only trying to protect me, and him, being an Aries, he is the most stubborn man in the world. It is really a case of ‘it is my way or no way at all.’

And that is why I am not even going to try and talk him out of the Raiders and to stop making silly decisions. I am going to have to get used to the fact that I might at most only have another five months with him until he finally goes off and be what he is the best at…a Marine.

I cannot even begin to tell you already how much I am going to miss him.

What I can do is tell him…you…Ethan, how much I miss your touch. It has been hard with the baby and the Doctor telling us not to think about sex, yet sometimes we do not listen. But, yes, I much your touch.

You’re all I’ve been able to think about since we left the courthouse.

I have put your favorite shirt that you just shredded from your body just moments ago. The smell of your amazing cologne mixed with the intoxicating scent all your own absolutely turns me on and is so comforting with you being so far away.

I imagine us being on an island in a secluded chateau that opens onto our own private beach. I’m wearing your favorite dress with no panties so you can easily access what you’ve been denied for so long.

I’m looking out at the miraculous view, and you wrap your arms around me from behind. I inhale deeply, capturing all those smells from your favorite shirt that I used for comfort while you were gone. You lean into me with your breath dancing across my neck. I stretch back so I can feel even closer to you.

You slowly kiss the pulse point on my neck as the sun sinks into the water. I reach my arms back and drape them softly around your neck.

Your hands slowly travel to my breasts, where you imitate the rhythm with your hands that your lips are doing to my neck. My lips gently part as my breath catches from you, teasing my nipples through the fabric of my dress.

You pull my dress over my head and toss it aside without a thought. You lightly place my own hands on my breasts with yours on top.

You help me find the rhythm that you were caressing my breasts with earlier. You move your hands to my waist and peek over my shoulder so you can see me pull gently at my nipples.

I know you love to watch me touch myself, so the sensation mixed with that notion makes me cry out in ecstasy. Your hands, little by little, make their way to my throbbing clit. Your index finger deliberately caresses my opening, and a smile crosses your face because I am so wet for you.

You pluck your finger into your mouth to get a taste of the sensation that you have been missing for so long. A slight groan escapes your lips because you love so much how I taste.

Suddenly you throw me down on the bed face up. You sensuously remove my high heels and lay a kiss on top of each of my feet. Your eyes are smoky with desire, so I arch my back and spread my legs wide so you can see exactly what you want. You lick your lips longingly as you stare at my dripping clit.

You come to rest between my legs, placing your finger on top of my throbbing button. You rub it leisurely in circles, watching my response intently.

As the passion begins to rise, you plunge your finger deep into my wetness. I gasp out at the abrupt, astounding phenomenon. You withdraw bit by bit, making me fight to grab a breath. You grab my hand, pull me into you, and then turn me around. Your finger once again finds my pulsating clit and begins to move it back and forth. I collapse into you, almost unable to be on my knees from the shaking sensation coursing through my body.

You change the rhythm to up and down, causing me to crumple onto all fours with my fine ass facing you. You slide your hands onto both my ass cheeks and gently squeeze.

Your left hand gives me a swift spank while I hear you unzipping your pants. I feel you slowly rub your massively hard cock against my throbbing clit. You find my soaked opening and plunge in deep.

I am absolutely taken aback as you fill me absolutely and completely. Your rhythm is hard and quick, causing my body to shake and quake with absolute ecstasy.

There is nothing more that I love than you driving into me with absolute abandon. I feel the orgasm begin to rise as you pound harder. We collapse onto the bed in simultaneous bliss, vibrating from the utter pleasure we’ve just experienced together.

We roll over into each other’s arms; trading kisses that twist between soft and passionate.

I gently push you onto your back and straddle you. Your thumbs drift up to my nipples, refusing to let them be anything but hard. Your incredible teasing is causing me to get wet all over again.

I glance down and see you extremely stiff with perfect desire. I lean over, giving you a wicked grin, and pluck your flawless erection between my puckered, sultry lips. I melt down the shaft with my mouth and lick up with my long tongue.

When I reach the head, I slightly suck, then lick it before dissolving back down, taking in every inch of you completely and utterly.Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

I can feel the taste of you slip down the back of my throat, and I suck faster, wanting more to escape. My tempo quickens as I feel you grow longer and harder, but when I reach your glorious head, I work slowly, licking every part of it.

I notice your tight balls and make my tongue dance over them, slightly sucking before returning to your vast length. I melt back down; I feel your brace and explode down my throat. I swallow, enjoying you coming so much into me.

When I pluck your erection free, I look into your desired filled eyes and smile. I plant an incredible kiss on your perfect lips. I straddle you so I can feel the warmth emanating off your body. I love how you always make me feel warm in so many ways.

There’s no one else whom I want inside me or to make me cum so hard. You’re the only one who can make me feel completely and utterly sexy to the core.

I’ve missed you already, and this moment in our absolute paradise is everything I wanted it to be. I can’t wait to tell you about the next day in our Eden, where I break out the handcuffs and the day after when we have sex on the beach. I need you, and I’ll feel absolutely crazy with longing until you return.

I’m counting the hours.

I’m counting the days until you go away.

So as the seconds draw to a close, while my fantasies playoff in my head, I notice that you have been watching me with the biggest smile on my face.

“Boo, what are you smiling so much about?”

“Only, you soldier. Only, how I am proud of you.”

The sweetest yet teary-eyed smile appears on his face. “Well,” he pauses for a brief moment, and that look when he is about to reach a depth of stupidity appears on his face, yet, I let him continue, “Well, there is something I need to tell you.”

“Please tell me that it is something that you have dreamt and not actually did?”

He only but chuckles at me, “It is sort of something that I have done.”