New plan
New plan
I haven't accomplished anything since what happened to us on the beach. Andrius and I did nothing but wreak havoc on ourselves in that place. Fortunately, despite knowing what had transpired to Andrius and me, Aiza was not upset with me for what I did. She believed it was still a good opportunity to turn them in our hands. Aiza also wishes exact vengeance on Andrius' mother. I'm not against anything she does, but I feel like I've become a burden to her because I'm no longer helping her, which seems OK with her because she trusts me.
Aiza and I haven't made any plans since a month ago. Until now, we had just sat here wondering what we should do next. I haven't seen Andrius in a month, and I suppose that's exactly what I need because he already knows what my true goal with the two of them is. But I'm hoping he doesn't ask anyone to investigate and that he doesn't find out about Aiza; I'm worried if he finds out who Aiza really is, we won't be able to carry on with our plans.
"HAAAHHH!" I exclaimed, unable to think of anything to say. I'm also starting to feel bored here since I don't do much except sit and hold the phone, play games, read, and so on, and I've been becoming bored as of late.
Aiza, who was sitting, looked at me and peered at what I was doing. Even though she was just doing that already, I had no idea what was going through her head. We both raised our eyebrows as she looked at me, as if we were annoyed by each other's presence, but just for a few seconds. When we glanced at each other, we both burst out laughing. I wiped the corner of my eye, where a few tears had fallen as a result of our laughter. Because of what we did unexpectedly, we were like prisoners in a mental institution.
She grasped her chest as she recovered her mirth. When I thought she had returned her laughter, she took a long breath and then spoke. I just stared at her, waiting for her to say anything because when Aiza speaks, she is earnest and wants someone to listen to her. I shifted my seat and concentrated all of my attention on her.
"I didn't give you a month because I wanted to. I understand the emotion of being with someone who was once your world and everything, but get a grip on yourself. Remember what he did to you and why you're in his sight again." She took a mirror from the table next to her and handed it to me. "When you feel like backing away, look in the mirror at yourself and at the eyes he caused. Remember that no matter how horrible the world appears to you, he nearly completely removes your capacity to view it.” This belongs to NôvelDrama.Org: ©.
I averted my gaze from her since I was correct in assuming that she could only allow me have sex with Andrius because she was backing me in seeking revenge on that man. I tightened my grasp on the mirror and carefully scrutinized the whites of my eyes. I have no intention of returning to Andrius. Maybe my memories of him only keep me going even though I have no intention of ever loving him again. I will never forget how I lost my kid or the people that encouraged me during my tough periods. If only I had been able to stand up for myself at the time, I might have been fine till now. I wouldn't have had to pursue satisfaction today, and I wouldn't be in the situation I'm in now where I have to take retribution.
She approached me and placed her hand on my cheek. She gave me a concerned expression. "Remember, you are now strong; the past Caroline who was hurt and cheated on is no longer there. Caroline has walked away without a struggle. They transformed Caroline, and here is the new Caroline, who is fearless, powerful, and capable of doing anything; she is now seated in front of me." When she said that, I looked her in the eyes and seemed enchanted, and I purposefully nodded my head. As a response, she hugged me and I let go of the mirror.
"This is our final strategy, Caroline, and you must not fail this time. You must do everything possible. If you can get beyond the term "best", go ahead and do it. It is up to you to choose your destiny." When she said that, she placed the paper she was reading earlier in front of me. When I lifted it up, the letters in bold were the first thing I saw.
"WORK AS HUGO'S SECRETARY."
I hurriedly raised my head to ask her what she meant, but she only gestured to the page as if to say I should keep reading. I did what she instructed, and I can't believe she did these things.
I returned my attention to her and nodded. I'm confident I'll be able to complete the task.