Forgiveness Comes with a price
Damien’s POV
“Holy shit!
What did I just say?”
She furrows her eyebrows at me in question, looking at me so strangely that I cringed under her strict scrutiny. I just admitted to her that she is my mate and she is waiting for me to explain what I meant by calling her, my mate. I am not ready to share my secrets with her, it just slipped out of my mouth and now I don’t know how to get out of this situation because I just made it worse.
“What are you talking about Damien, how am I your mate, and why can’t you make Stacy your mate?” She asked in confusion as she squints her eyes to glare at me.
“That’s just how it is, it has to be you, only you, nothing and no one can change that. You are my soulmate, It’s you I want Sofia, not Stacy or any other girl. Please forgive me, I promise, I’ll never hurt you again, and Stacy would never come anywhere near me or you, I’ll make sure she stays far away from us. Just forgive me this once, my love.” I pleaded softly like a hopeless romantic.
She turns her back to me with her hands folded on her chest. I could tell that my words were getting to her and she is beginning to soften a bit. I smiled as I walked up to her and wrapped my hands around her waist from behind. I placed soft feathery kisses on her neck and shoulder, teasing her playfully, and just as I thought, she didn’t move away from me, she leaned her head sideways, giving me more access to her neck. I moved over and stood in front of her, gazing deep into her eyes, but she looked away from me, focusing her attention anywhere else but at me. I know she is still pissed at me, she still has a bit of anger lingering within her, she is just acting cool so I don’t go running off in anger again.
“If I let you call your mom and dad, would you forgive me?” I asked teasingly, trying to rid her of every feeling of anger in her. I watched as a warm smile spread across her face and she looked up at me in excitement,
“Are you really going to let me call my mom?” she asked happily, smiling from ear to ear.
“Yes, I’ll let you call them, only if you agree to forgive me.” I bargained, smiling down at her cute face as she thinks about my offer.
“And you promise not to see Stacy again?”
“I promise, I’ll never see Stacy again, or any other girl, except you.” I responded honestly.
“Fine, I’ll forgive for the sake of my parents, but I’m still not letting you off easily, I’ve got other demands.” She replied with a smirk. I could see the mischievous smile on her face and I know that she has some tricks up her sleeve, whatever her demands will be, it’s definitely not gonna be good, not good at all. I back her up to the wall with my hands beside her head on the wall while she stares at me with that mischievous smile on her face.
“So what does my princess want to ask for?” I asked her with a soft kiss, moving my lips down her throat as I lav at her marking spot, sending zaps of electricity down our bodies, causing her to let out an involuntary moan as she tips her head sideways, granting me more access to her neck.
“I know what you are trying to do Damien, but I’m still not letting you off eassssyyyy…
Oh yeah, that feels good Damien, Yesss… I love that, it feels so good.” She moaned out in pleasure, with her hand digging deeply into my hair, pulling me closer as she moans softly. With one of my hands on her waist, I held her in place as I suck and bite on that one spot that always make her go weak on the knees. When I pulled back, I smiled in content as I saw the Hickey on her neck that I just placed there.
“There. This is way better.” I muttered approvingly as I admired my handiwork. This will have to do until I finally place my mark on that very spot.
“Now, are you going to listen to my demands?”
“Fire away.” I responded with a smile, loving the fact that she is finally moving past her shyness when she is around me. I can’t wait to hear her demands
“First, I want us to make it official. I don’t want to be your sex toy and u don’t want to share you with anyone, at least until you stop loving me. I want to be your only woman and I want everyone to know that I’m your girlfriend, especially that bitch you were screwing last night.” She said with a little pout, looking so childish and cute.
“Done already my love, anything else?” I inquired with a flash of one of my irresistible smiles, causing her to giggle out softly.
“Are you willing to announce to everyone that I’m your girlfriend?” she let out with a soft giggle.
“What if I tell you that everyone already knows that you and I are together? I have no reason to hide my feelings from you or anyone else, I made it clear to everyone that you are the lady of the house and they all love and respect you as my future wife. Stacy knows I have no feelings for her, I just don’t know why she wouldn’t give up already, I let her get me yesterday, but it would never happen again. And don’t you worry your pretty head about her or anyone else, they know better than to challenge me.” I told her with a soft peck on her lips as her face glowed with so much love and joy.
“Why don’t you come down with me for breakfast with my family, mom is looking forward to seeing us together more often.” I whispered in a sexy low tone, coaxing her to forget about her plans to go down to the kitchen to do some chores, pleading for her to come out with me. I lifted her in my arms, carrying her out of the room in a bridal style, leaving no room for her to reject my offer.
“One more thing,” she said just before we got to the door, causing me to let out an exasperated sigh and a groan as I paused to hear what she has to say.
“Don’t ever lie to me Damien, I want you to tell me the truth always, even if the truth will hurt me or make me sad and angry, I’ll still want you to tell me. I have a feeling that there is something you are keeping from me, I hope you know that nothing is gonna change how I feel about you. I won’t push it, you can tell me when you are ready.” She raised her head up in my arms and place a soft kiss on my lips, smiling warmly at me.
Damn
I have to admit that I wasn’t expecting that, how did I get so lucky?
She is just so perfect and understanding!
Her palms caressed my face as she looks deeply into my eyes, her hands on my chin was sending warm shivers down my spine. I know that she is right, I know I should tell her that I’m an Alpha wolf and she is going to be my Luna, but I just don’t want to scare her away from me. She said nothing is going to change how she feels about me, but I know that she wouldn’t be able to handle the fact that she is going to be bitten and turned into a werewolf. It’s just too much information and I know she wouldn’t be able to understand what I am saying until she watches me transform before her, I can’t bear to see her cringe in fear whenever she meets my beast, it would hurt me so much.
Besides, there is someone after us right now. Someone is trying to get me and I know they are planning to use her to get to me, that is why they sent that message to me, warning me to stay away from her. Everything is just so complicated right now, I have to take it one at a time so my family doesn’t get hurt by any of my enemies. I also have a mole that I have not been able to fish out yet. Justin has done a thorough sweep of all our boundaries but he could find any bugs around here. My guess is that the rogue is one of the humans that work with me in the company, right now, he is doing a background check on all the guys, hopefully, we would find the snitch that has been spying on us and reporting back to my enemies and when I find that bastard, I would torture him until he leads me right to the fool that has been threatening me and my woman and I’ll make him pay.
I was able to go through the file that Justin had kept in my office that is just down the hall on my floor. I was advised not to go after Sofia after she ran off last night, so I let my sisters be with her while I spent the lonely night in my office, with my guilty conscience that keeps clawing at me as I couldn’t get my mind off her. I knew I wouldn’t be able to catch a wink of sleep all through the night, so I spent a considerable amount of time, studying the file Justin had kept for me.
According to his file, Alfredo Black is back in town and there are rumors in the street that he is planning something big. We had a bloody standoff two years ago and he ran out of town after he lost more than half of his companies. He also lost all his men while the ones who managed to survive the gun battle ran away in fear for their lives. I studied his schedule for the past few weeks and I couldn’t find anything that would place him as the culprit behind these threats on my woman and I. He had been unusually calm and quiet since he got back in town. The reports in front of me made it seem like he was just trying to rebuild his company and get back in business but I know better than to believe what is written on these papers.
He is planning something and I have to figure it out before it is too late. So far, his phone records are clean, I can’t find traces of him communicating with any of my men, neither is he talking to any of my other enemies, that want to see me fail in my duties as Mafia Lord. I’ve placed someone on his trail but he manages to escape my man at all times. It is obvious that he is hiding something but I need to be sure so I don’t attack the wrong guy. I’ll dig into his affairs later, I’ll uncover all these mysteries later, but right now, I have to take my gorgeous girlfriend down for breakfast and I also have to deal with Stacy for tricking me into fucking her last night.
She may think that she is smart but I am way smarter than her. I know she did it on purpose, she purposely tricked me and I fell into her traps like an idiot. I also made the mistake of pouring my seed into her and that is very dangerous because she could get pregnant and I would be forced to mate with her because no child of mine would be called a bastard, that is so unacceptable. I’ll have to find her before the day runs out, she has to take a reasonable dose of Misoprostol so she can flush out all traces of my seed in her body. She would never have my child, never!Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.
I have been so careful with every girl that I’ve been with, I never planned on making such a mistake. I was taken unawares by Sofia’s presence and I lost fucking control for just a second and that was when it happened. But I’ll correct that mistake before it is too late, my seed will not stay long enough to commence gestation, my seed will not grow in the body of that whore. I’ll take care of it before it is too late, I just hope Sofia never finds out about all this, I’ll have to keep it away from her until I sort everything out, there is absolutely no need to get her rattled up for nothing.