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“take her as Isabella”
“take her as Isabella”
Episode-52 "take her as Isabella"
Ernest's POV:
I saw Celeste ran out of the room... I went too
far, why am I talking her for Isabella?.... I hate this.. I hate it... I am only Isabella's... Têxt belongs to NôvelDrama.Org.
I belong to her.. for a moment I felt so comforted by Celeste, like I got back
what I lost... I touched my chest.. I said as tear roll down, "why it felt the
same.... It felt like I was supposed to do it.." I grabbed the coffee mug in
anger and threw it on the floor.. I can't take any other person as Isabella.... i
feel uncomfortable by this anger... my skin is burning in anger... ahh!!!!!
1 hour later,
I was sitting in my
mansion, looking at Isabella's picture.. I was on the floor resting my back
against my bed... my cheeks were wetted by my own tears, my hand is bleeding as I
break the shelf in anger.... I have this glass filled with alcohol... I haven't
drank it yet.. I have no will to drink... how can I kiss someone?... I looked at
Isabella, smiling in this picture and I said, "I am sorry... I don't know what
happen... but I love you Isabella..." I wish she could look at me, Isabella could
sold me, slap me on my mistake.. but she wont...
I threw the glass
away in anger, I screamed.... My bed room door open.. I looked at Alexis... why is
he here?... I said, "get out!!" he closed the door and rushed to me... he was
worried.. he looked at my hand which still had the glass piece in it.. I don't
care.. I want to feel this pain..
Alexis exclaimed,
"Brother!!.. are you nuts!!" he ran somewhere and came with a first aid
box... Alexis removed the glass piece, I
didn't even flinch... he was giving me first aid as he said, "Brother.. what
happened?.. are you gone crazy?... what if mom sees this?... she will break
into pieces.." I know... I know that's why I live alone in this mansion... that's
why I don't go to visit mom... I know she read me very well... I don't want her to
see he breaking
I wiped my tears
and said, "Cheery?"
Alexis said, "she
went at palace.. mom called her.. dad wont let he leave till her wrist is
better" I don't want Cherry to see this, I don't want my sister to worry about
me, she worries a lot... she knows me as her strong brother... I won't let her see
me like this.
I said, "Alexis...
today... I kissed Celeste... I took her for Isabella... how can I do that?.. Isabella
must be hurt... how can I take someone for Isabella?" Alexis looked at me, I
added, "I don't know what happened to me.... I took her for my Isabella... I hate
myself..." I let a deep sigh.. I am so stressed and depressed..
I heard Alexis,
"then take her as Isabella..." I looked at Alexis in shock.. Alexis said as he
sat in front of me, he said, "she looks like Isabella... she walked in your life
on her own.. as if Isabella wanted to give this girl to you..."
I whispered, "No..
no!"
Alexis said,
"Isabella was 22 when she.. she died... and Celeste is the same age, she somewhat
looks like her.... If your heart takes her as Isabella then make her as your
Isabella... you deserve happiness, brother... and I am sure Isabella wants you to
be happy, instead of this suffering.." my mind went blank.... I looked down on
the floor, and Celeste's face and her words are roaming in me... I can see Isabella
in memories.. and Celeste's words are
mixing up...
Alexis grabbed my
hand and said, "For.. Isabella.. at least for her... live like you use too... if you think Celeste is Isabella
then let her
be Isabella..." his tear roll down, he said, "I just want my brother back..."
I screamed, "No!..
Alexis are you kidding me?!!!.. I won't do this.." Alexis chuckled and sat
there... something is wrong with him, he said, "I met Serene today... I... I
confessed... she said... she don't want to see my face..."
I have no words... he
added, "but I am not going to stop... she is mine.. I am going to win her heart..
I will not give up.... And I hope you will do the same.."
I said back, "there
is difference between you and Serene ... and me and Celeste... I don't even love
her..."
Alexis looked at me
and said, "then try to love again... there is nothing wrong in it.... you did
nothing wrong... that coward killed Isabella, then why should you be punished..." I
looked at him without words...
I have nothing to
say, Alexis said, "if I have to suggest then... take Celeste as Isabella... a life
like her doesn't matter in front of your happiness..." only my happiness
matters?,, he is saying this because he is my brother... but what about that
girl... I don't like her but that doesn't mean I can force her into something
like this... where she has be someone else... I don't hate her to that extend....
Anyways no one can be my Isabella... no one....