Arranged Mafia Marriage

Seb

“I’m fine,” I insist as I push the car door open and step out with Elsa in my arms. My arm hurts, but I ignore it. She fell asleep in the car on the way home, and no way was I going to wake her up for the short walk to our home.

After Aurora had stitched my wound and then dressed Axel’s scratch-both of us had escaped with relatively minor lacerations-my idea of having Luca take over as Capo had been accepted by Michael. To my surprise, he hadn’t protested. Maybe he had anticipated this was coming? Perhaps my discussion with Axel had reached him before Axel brought up the idea at the restaurant? Although, I doubt it.

Since his marriage to Theresa, and since giving up his role as an undercover cop with the London Metropolitan Police, Axel had moved to Palermo, started his own security business, and was focused on building it up. He wouldn’t have had time to bring it up with Michael. Also, he’s not a snitch. He wouldn’t have done it behind my back.

Which means, Michael must have known about my aspirations. He must have sensed it. Stronzo has instincts which are sharper than a shark sensing its prey in open water. So, not only did he accept my suggestion, he also told Luca, on the spot, that I was stepping down and he was taking over.

Then, before Luca fully recovered, he turned to Massimo, who’d entered the room after Luca, and announced that he’s marrying a Camorra princess.

Massimo responded by laughing and saying ‘no fucking way’ is he agreeing to that.

Michael and I exchanged glances, but we didn’t push it. There will be enough time to get him to agree to this soon enough.

Adrian, who entered last, surveyed the silent crowd and asked what he had missed.

Elsa replied in a droll voice, “We are all stardust, baby.”

Another one of her Keanu Reeves quotes, apparently. Not sure if any of the others got the context, but it seemed apt and broke the silence, and everyone laughed. She started laughing, only to burst into tears. I rocked her as she turned her head into my shoulder. I held her tightly, and to her credit, she managed to get control of herself very quickly. She apologized to everyone, and they all waved her off. We were all shaken up.

We all took it as a sign to break up the post-wedding party. It already seems like ages ago when we made the trip to City Hall and exchanged vows. Michael and the guys agreed that Adrian would drive me home, while the rest of them return to their respective places.

Adrian walks around the car toward me. He takes the keys from me, walks up the steps of my home, and nods at the guards by the door, who straighten to attention as we pass. He unlocks the door, and I precede him into the house. He slaps the keys down on the table by the doorway and turns to me. “You sure you guys are going to be okay? I can stay over in one of the guest rooms, if you want.”

“I can take care of my own.” I snort.

“I have no doubt, but since you are also hurt, fratello…” He gestures toward my blood stained shirt.

“I didn’t take any painkillers; I’ll be alert enough.”

“Of course you will be.” He blows out a breath. “Fine, then. I’ll leave you guys. If you need anything, you call, yeah?” He scowls at me. “It’s okay to ask for help, Seb. You don’t always have to be the wise man amongst us who has his shit together, know what I mean?”

If only he knew. I jerk my chin, and with a final clap to my shoulder-my injured side (which I don’t wince at, just so you know)-he turns and leaves. The door snicks shut. I slam the deadbolt in place, then I head for the stairs. The adrenaline drains and the pain in my arm ratchets up a notch. Cazzo! I walk up to my bedroom and place the sleeping Elsa on my bed. I take off her jacket and ripped shirt. Forcing myself to look away from her creamy breasts, I pull off her shoes and skirt, then cover her up. My muscles feel too heavy and my arms and legs begin to grow numb. I yawn hugely as I shuck off my shoes. My eyes begin to close and I fall onto the bed, on the covers, next to her.

Sleep embraces me almost at once. The glimmer of the light off the gun, the sound of glass breaking… The adrenaline fills my blood as I throw myself on top of her. I know I’m dreaming, but it feels so real. I twist my body to break her fall, then flip her over and throw my body over hers. My heart slams into my ribcage and the blood thuds at my pulse points. Che cazzo! If anything happens to her, I’ll never forgive myself.

I told myself we’d leave in five minutes. But I allowed myself to be pulled into a discussion with my brothers. Why did I allow my work to take precedence? The lure of my dream was within reach. I knew it was a turning point. I never truly thought I’d be able to move away from the Cosa Nostra business and into something I’ve always wanted to pursue. And I allowed my thirst for power to take control. I thought it wouldn’t matter if I stayed a few more minutes before leaving; before taking my wife home to consummate our marriage.

What kind of a man am I, who isn’t able to protect his woman? I’ve faced bullets, and been in the middle of gun fights before… but never when my heart was at the center of it. Never when I had so much to lose. Never when the one thing more important to me than my own life had been under threat.

Wait. Hold on. Where is this coming from? I married her to fulfill my promise to Nonna… Right. Keep fooling yourself, you testa di cazzo! You’ve always known it’s more than that. You just didn’t want to admit it. And now, here you are, on the verge of falling in love with her. Love. Ha, you’re in love with her.

Something slams into my arm. I grunt. White-hot pain slices through my body. Sweat pours down my temples. I glance down to find her features stained with blood. Her eyes are shut. Her body is still. No, no, no, it can’t be.

“Seb!”

Someone touches me, and I grab him and throw him down.

“Seb, stop!”

“Elsa.” My eyelids snap open. I stare down into blue eyes. Big blue eyes filled with pain, and something else, an emotion I can’t place. A tear hovers at the tip of her eyelash. Her chest rises and falls. I look down to find I have my fingers wrapped around her throat. I release her and she gasps for air. The sunlight slants through the window and illuminates her features. The dark circles under her eyes lend her a fragile appearance.

“Cazzo, I’m sorry Princess, so sorry. Did I hurt you?”

She shakes her head.

I touch her throat, trace the mark of my fingers on the skin. She draws in a breath.

“Do that again.”

“What?” I jerk my gaze to her face. “What did you say?”

“Do it again, Seb,” she says in a low voice. “Does it surprise you to hear me say that?”

I search her features. “I’m not sure,” I say honestly.

“I told you, I have a craving to be dominated. The harder you give it to me, the more I want it.”

I shake my head. “You don’t know what you’re doing to me right now.”

“Don’t I?” She places her hand on my crotch.

A growl rumbles up my throat.

She traces the thick column in my pants, and wraps her fingers around the tented fabric. She squeezes and acute pleasure zings up my spine. The wound in my bicep throbs in tandem with the pulse that beats at my temples.

“Is this what you want, Princess?” My voice comes out harsh, “Is it? Tell me, Elsa, that you want me to dominate you.”

“I do,” she nods.

“Tell me that you want me to break you.”Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

“I…” She swallows. “I want you to break me.”

“Tell me that you want me to make you submit, to break you apart and piece you back together in a form that reflects our combined passions.”

“I want you to break me apart and piece me back together in a form that reflects your deepest, dirtiest, filthiest fantasies.”

“Fuck!” I push back from her, get off the bed and point to the floor in front of me. “Get on the floor, on your hands and knees.”