Chapter 346 I Don’t Want the Baby!
Chapter 346 I Don’t Want the Baby!
She felt like it was the end of the world for her. Text © by N0ve/lDrama.Org.
Having sex with Manuel had been the worst experience she ever had. But now something worse than
that actually appeared—she conceived a baby for Manuel! She would rather kill herself.
“I know how much you hate it. But you can’t selfishly decide on your own. The baby also belongs to
him. Listen, go home and talk to him about it. Talk nicely. Even if you want to abort the baby, he has the
right to know that.”
As always, whenever Hannah reasoned with her, she found it hard to refute.
Then Hannah led her into the doctor’s office. During consultation, the doctor provided his professional
advice. After that, Hannah stayed with her on the way to Susan’s apartment. Ever since Susan was told
that she got pregnant, she looked rather dispirited.
Great upset seemed to strike her. She appeared rather disappointed, unlike the energetic girl she had
always been. Hannah took a look at her. Of course, she knew it wasn’t the suitable time to talk to her.
Instead, she needed more time to compose herself. Perhaps she would settle down herself after a
period of time.
Then Hannah took out her phone to text Manuel so that he could get himself prepared for it.
“Hannah,” Susan suddenly uttered after Hannah finished texting.
Hannah was startled by her sudden voice as if she had stumbled upon some kind of secret of hers. But
Susan didn’t see what she was doing.
“I wanna meet Henry.” Said Susan frankly.
“Do you think it will help you?” Hannah looked a bit sulky.
“I don’t know. I just wanna talk to him. I don’t wanna see Manuel, not even for a second.”
“Do you think talking with Henry will make yourself feel better? No, I don’t think so. It will only make
both of you worse. Are you gonna tell him that you got pregnant? Or will you choose to keep the secret
from him? If he knows you are pregnant, what kind of answer do you expect from him? You want him to
convince you to give birth to the baby? Or do you want him to tell you to abort it?” Hannah analyzed
seriously.
Susan responded with silence. Every time she wanted to act willfully, Hannah would manage to
dissuade her.
“Whichever his answer will be, you won’t want it. So for what reason do you need to talk to him right
now?” said Hannah frankly.
Leaning against the seat, Susan was greatly depressed.
But still, they reached the apartment where Susan lived with Manuel. Hannah walked her through the
door. At this moment, Manuel was watching children animation on TV. Amused, Hannah wondered if he
had prepared himself for being a father already.
Before Hannah was about to speak, Susan suddenly exclaimed, “Hannah, stay quiet!”
Obviously, Susan didn’t want Manuel to know about her pregnancy. Hannah did as she wished.
However, she had already noticed him through the text. After all, it seemed rather unfair to Manuel if he
were to be kept in the dark. Before Hannah could observe Manuel’s expression, she saw Susan rush
into her own room with anger. Hannah rushed over to enter her room.
Lying on the bed, Susan seemed depressed.
“Take a rest. You can talk to him about the baby later.” Hannah said softly.
She knew how upset Susan felt today.
“Hannah, I don’t want this baby. I mean it.” Susan looked at her.
Hannah replied with silence.
“I don’t have love for Manuel. It will be torturing to the baby if I gave birth to it. I am afraid having an
abortion will be a better choice than letting the baby live in a family with no love.” Susan stated
seriously. It was rare to see Susan make serious statement.
“If the baby’s feeling is what worries you the most, abortion won’t be the best solution. Instead, you and
Manuel should build a family of love for the baby’s sake. You can choose to live with him and love
him…”
“But I don’t love him.”
“Have you ever tried?” asked Hannah.
“He doesn’t deserve a try.”
“No fact will be convincing without a try first. Susan, remember, since you married Manuel, you are
couple. There is no way back. Don’t expect him to divorce you when he gets tired of you. If he never
gets tired of you, both of you will be wasting the rest of your lives.”
“No! I won’t spend the rest of my life with him.”
“Do you want the marriage with him?” asked Hannah.
“Never.”
“But you still married him.”
Susan got speechless.
“Divorce is not a simple decision to make. Frankly speaking, your current mindset is harming both
Manuel and you. Of course, Henry is harmed as well because you have been leaving him a trace of
hope. But have you ever wondered what if Henry wastes the rest of his life waiting for you while you
finally decide to spend the rest of your life together with Manuel.” Hannah tried to convince her in
another aspect.
As expected, Susan hesitated.
“Susan, you can’t live such a selfish way. During most of our time, we don’t simply live for ourselves.
You need to consider if your willful act will harm the one who is nice to you. Even though what had
happened has gone against your will, you still had sex with Manuel and conceived a baby for him. After
all kinds of duties between couple has happened, do you think you can easily get rid of the marriage? If
I were you, I would let go of the bias against Manuel after all these had happened. So would I let go of
my preference for Henry and start a new life.”
“But I don’t want to.” Tears welled up in Susan’s eyes.
Of course, she deemed Hannah’s words reasonable. After what happened between her and Manuel,
she no longer had the right to turn to Henry even if he had promised that he would be willing to wait for
her. From her own perspective, she couldn’t start over with Henry as if nothing had happened.
The failure of the relationship between her and Henry wasn’t the reason why she felt aggrieved.
Instead, she felt aggrieved because she let go of everything and started over with Manuel after he
maneuvered dirty tricks on her.
How could Manuel get what he wanted while she and Henry were forced to let go of everything to grant
his wish?