015 pain
After saying those words to Nickolaus, for some reasons, I thought he would have a second thought, maybe look at me or ask me why I said that….? But none of that happened. He left home with Sherly that day and since he came back. He hardly talks to me or even look my way. Not that I want him to do so.
My physical being likes the way he has been on his own but my heart no matter what he do or does to me, my heart still yearns for him. I know I’m stupid, or might even be foolish but it’s not my fault I’ve tried my best I try to stop loving him knowing that he doesn’t want me not even my shadow. Yet! My heart wouldn’t listen, every seconds and minutes of the day I feels like I won’t survive. I feel like my best isn’t enough like I have to do more
I don’t know what else is it that I should do but what I know is that I’m not giving up, I might have said to him that I’m letting him go but that isn’t happening, the heart wants what it wants. Today I’m happy in a special way. The detective that i sent all the information that i got from Nickolaus company called today and said that the mastermind working with Sherly has being captured though he denied knowing who Sherly is…. meaning he’s ready to hide her image even if his life is on the line.
I know the obstacle is not yet over, but at least for now i knows that there is no one to embezzled Nickolaus money again or else Sherly finds another worker whos going to carry out her dirty jobs though that’s going to take a whole lot of time which I’m sure of.
I don’t know but I’ve been so excited since today and that’s because I’m going to celebrate today at least my hard work aid off. Though I not going to be relating to anybody what the celebration is all about as I’m going to be doing that on my own but…. I’ve decided to treat Nickolaus on a very cool sweet and healthy dinner and that’s why I’m going to be making him a very delicious meal tonight while Madam Perky helps me out.
Well i checked my kitchen for the things I’m going to be using to cook and it turns out everything is here. And i can’t wait to get started “You’re so excited dear?” Madam Perky ask as she stood beside me staring at my face..
“Well that’s because I want to treat Nickolaus on a delicious meal today” I sad with face beaming with smiles as i open the cupboard getting out my ingredients for the meal, I went to his company the other day looking for Sherly and was happy I found her, because i needed to ask her something.
I ask her what Nicklaus best food is…. though at first she acted like she doesn’t know but later she told me anyway and I’m glad because that’s one good thing she has done for me, right now I’m about to prepare shrimps for him.
”Honey….?” Madam Perky called driving my attention back to reality and i turn towards her giving her my best smiles.
“You know Nickolaus loves someone else right?”
“Yes….” I muttered suddenly loosing all my confidence
“And what…?” She drawled
“I love him” I muttered at the edge of breaking down,
“Don’t you realise the love only you have can never be enough for the both if you”
“Listen Darling” She said grabbing my shoulder and making me to face her
“You are still a young girl, don’t waste your future with people that don’t care, , you have your own life to live, I don’t see Nickolaus loving you too soon”
“I’m not giving up” I said cleaning my tears
“I hope it won’t be too late by theno She smiled at me and patted my shoulder
” Thanks” I said to her
We kick of with the cooking and thanks to it didn’t take most of my time because madam Perky was here though i burned my hand a little which is painful but i guess that’s because I’m not use to stuffs like this before, though i know there is always a first time for everything.
I can endure any pain so far it has to do with my Nickolaus, this is my first time cooking and I really put my best in it which madam Perky also commended. I just hope he likes the food, I can even remake another one for him so far it has to do with him.
The food is finally ready, seeing my handwork got my face beaming with smiles, I dish out the food carefully while madam Perky helps me set up the dining.
I rub my hands nervously, I just pray this goes well, as i look out thoroughly the window expecting him, my nervousness increases every seconds, I pace round the room, its almost down and he’s not home yet, I continue to wait not gibmving up but when it’s seven thirty, I carried the food and warm it before bringing it back.
I was seated in the living room when I heard the sound of his car entering the mansion, it was almost nine pm, I stood up happily, I know I waited but its worth it, I waited patiently for him to walk in but then…I heard the laughter of two people, I become sad
“Good evening dear” I muttered happily as he entered with Sherly holding onto his hand
“Is she invisible?” He gesturing to Sherly, I gulp down saliva nervously deciding not to ruin the night
“Hi Sherly” I muttered with a forced smile,
“Mtvheew” She hissed after looking at me from head to toe, she walk and sat on the dining seat.
“Sherly lets go” Nickolaus called her and grab her hand, not knowing what to do, I voice out
“I prepared it your favourite” I said nervously fiddling with my finger, I Watch as he stare at me with detest, and slowly he start to take predatory steps towards me, and then he stopped before me
“Never will I taste any stench that you made”
“No!” Sherly said stepping forward, Nickolaus turn to stare at her but she smirkThis text is property of Nô/velD/rama.Org.
“We are eating we are not letting her hard work go to waste.”
“But….” Nickolaus made to say
“Shhhhh….” She shut him up and guide him to the dining seat, I watch as they sat down and Nickolaus sat grumpily staring at me
“Serve me!” He thundered and I rush forward and open the plate
“What’s this……!!!” He shouted pointing at the food.
“Shhh…. rimps….” I stuttered nervously moving back. I look towards Sherly and saw her smirking evily.
“You really meant to kill me” He groan and poured the whole food all over me
“Ahhhhh…..” I screamed in pain