Chapter 55 Chapter 52
Chapter 52
Kavi's POV [Layla's POV]
I straddled his lap and looked… no… starred at his face. My soul could feel his feelings. He was so
happy and at the same time, there was a huge pain attached to that happiness. He had developed the
strange habit of visiting Sun or Moon's realm; that wasn't strange but Maayan visiting their realms daily
and returning late was bothering me. And I feel a little distant with him; physically and emotionally. I
want to know why he was doing this. I am trying to talk to him about it for a week but he would bring
some excuse and go to do that work. But I didn't allow him to go to Moon's realm today and trapped
him here in our room.
"Why are you looking at me like this, Layla?"
He asked me with a gorgeous smile displaying his perfectly pearly teeth. My heart fluttered in
happiness to see his smile. There wasn't a bit change in our feeling for each other. We understand
each other more with the time and the love had grown stronger.
I continue staring at him. I want him to spill the matter. I can look into his mind but I DON'T want to.
Honesty is one of the very important keys to a successful relationship.
"Are you going to keep starring at me? At least I would have gone to see Chandran if I have known
this?"
He said with a sigh. I raised an eyebrow on him.
"Are you bored with me already?"
I asked directly looking at his eyes. His heart skipped a beat before he looks up at me with narrowed
eyes.
"What are you talking about, Layla? I… Where did that idea even come to you?"
He asked seriously. I cupped his cheek and make him look into my eyes. He was trying to mask his
emotion but he was forgetting that our souls were connected. My purple eyes bored into his crimson
pearls searching the answers for his strange behaviours.
"You can trust me and tell me anything. I will do anything for you. You know that, right? I could feel a
pain in your heart, Maayan. We aren't like other couples we see around our realm or the people on the
earth. Our souls beat for each other and our heart yearns for 'us'. I could feel you are in frustration but
also you are happy for some reasons. Tell me what is bothering you. I am here for you, darling. You
don't have to carry that pain alone. You haven't touched me for the past month and you weren't even
hugging or kissing me for the past two days…"
"Me being not intimate was your problem?"
He questioned suddenly with a hint of annoyance in his tone which I never got used to; also completely
omitting the part I spoke before the intimacy. And the meaning of his words hurt me more. I contained
the bubbled up anger at his words and took in a deep breath to calm myself. He still had that look of
annoyance on his face. I removed myself from him.
"You can go wherever you want. I just wanted you to know that you don't need to bear any pain alone
and I am there for you… I will be… Always! But… after you said those words, I am not talking about it
anymore."
I stormed out of the room but ran into Kathir.
"Oh Goddess! Sorr… Are you okay? What happened, Goddess?"
His tone rose with anger as he might have noticed my teary eyes. I avoided his eyes and nodded my
head quickly walking past him without answering him.
I locked myself in the library for the rest of the day meditating. At night, I walked to my room but Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!
stopped when I saw Maayan sleeping in the next room to ours. My heart aches for his love. My body
craves for his touch and warmth. I went inside the room and sat gently on the bed and caressed his
hair softly. My fingers stilled midway when a sweet scent hit my nostril.
My nose flared at the realization. It was a woman's scent and surely wasn't mine. I know it wasn't the
scent of his mother or sisters or anyone those I know from his tribe. His face was normal as always
while he sleeps usually. He is my Maayan. He won't do anything wrong. Even if something had
happened I would have felt it from our connected souls. I sighed out in frustration while stroking his
hair. He leaned his head into my touch which warmed my heart to see even his sleepy mind could
recognize my touch.
What are you up to, Maayan?
Was he trying to make me believe that he was with another woman?
But, why? I know he would never hurt me.
I sucked in a deep breath as a thought of him visiting Chandran had crossed my mind. I thought that
dustball had changed for good. But I think he is not. He should be behind whatever sick game this is. I
intertwined my fingers with Maayan and teleported us to my bathroom. I made him sit inside the
bathtub. I want to wash off the smell of the other woman on him. He woke up startled with a yelp when
the bathtub started to fill in with the warm water. I snapped my fingers make our dress disappear and
the fragrant herb paste appeared on the slab. He sucked in a deep breath on seeing me bare for him. I
sat on his lap and started applying the mixture on his body. I secretly enjoyed the goosebumps rising
on his skin.
He just stayed still with his hands clenched into a fist making the muscles on his hand turn so hard and
tight. Ah! I missed the feel of his skin under my fingers. I scooted closer to rub the mix on his back that
made my naked body rub against him and I smirked when I felt a poke in my abdomen. He hissed at
the contact and whatever barrier that had been stopping him was broken inside him as he caught my
hip with so much pressure and lined his hot erection to my dripping core to feed off his desire and
entered me in only hard thrust. My slippery hands hugged his neck when he powerfully made love to
my body. Like the storm and rain cooling the burning lava, the knots in me untied and I blasted into a
huge blissful orgasm as my body was in so much fervour. Also, it's been a month I had him in me. He
wasn't done yet and continued thrusting gloriously soothing the ache within us.
I can't believe I had let him stay away from me for all these days; I should have jumped on him just
after a day when he started distancing away from me. The warm water only increased the sensation
and this wasn't new for us to making love in different places. I shakingly managed to pull my head away
from the crook of his neck and pressed my lips on his. He groaned and growled in pure primal desire
and increased his pace making my eyes roll back. I pressed my palm on his shoulders digging my nails
into his perfect skin. The sweet sensation of orgasm quickly aroused within me. My eyes met his and
the dark rubies showed so much desire that he had been hiding all these days.
I caught his hands on my hips and pressed his hip with mine slowing him from thrusting hard. He gave
me a tortured look on the understanding that I want him to pause the act but he complied. I pulled away
slightly and washed our body with the water and replaced the dirty water with freshwater still connected
with him. He closed his eyes and enjoyed my fingers roaming over his body and moaned with a shiver
on getting contact with his sweet spots. He looked so hot taking the pleasure I am giving him. I leaned
forward kissing his lips passionately and started moving my hip in a circular motion creating delicious
friction between our skins.
His hand came up to my breast finally showing some mercy to the hardened nipples. He leaned his
face down, on feeling my tight buds taking them in his mouth pacifying the ache on my breasts with his
kisses and bites. I missed him so much. The emotions were affecting me so much. He caressed my
cheek and soothingly whispered me not to cry in a painful tone. I opened my eyes to see some purple
lotus around us. I smiled and nodded at him with naughtily clenching my inner muscles over his hard
member reminding we still haven't done.
He moaned and soon one of his hands caressed my tummy and dipped to my clit. I moaned out his
name and he started rubbing me in right pace to bring an orgasm out of me. He knows all my soft spots
and my weaknesses. His lips latched on my throat and he gave me a small bite before taking my breast
in his mouth again. I was so close to cumming all over his hardness embedded in me but that sweet
rascal pulled his hand and mouth away. I opened my eyes and groaned in frustration. He chuckled like
his old self and turned me with my legs by pulling and rotating my knees with still connected deep
within me.
The next second he forced me to kneel on fours and started pounding into me hard and fast. I was
screaming incoherent words of pleasure and feeling so ecstatic. His hand clutched my hair pulling me
up to his body and his mouth kissed my neck and shoulder in fervour. His other hand found my clit and
he started rubbing there in fast circles while he gave me the passion that we missed. We both
screamed and orgasmed together. He sat down in the water pulling me with him on his lap. I was
completely shattered and just laid on him.
"That's the passion I missed from you, Darling! Wow… Don't listen to Chandran because he would do
anything to see me fall. And without you, I will surely fall. And the other woman's scent on you was the
worst idea."
I spoke while panting and laughed at the idiotic act of him. His body stiffened upon hearing me but he
hugged me tighter and we stayed like that till our breath and heartbeat came to normal. We cleaned
and he carried me to our bed and after a long time, I slept peacefully in his arms.
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I woke up by great pain in my heart and a scream escaped my mouth had echoed throughout my realm
and shook the place like a dangerous earthquake. I writhed and thrashed around on the bed when
Kathir, Aadhira and three other people tried to calm me down on the bed. My body felt like it was
trapped at the depth of the volcano and my heart had frozen like an ice glacier. The pain continued to
travel through my nerves and my screams awoke the darkness within me which got released like a
broken dam and covered me to soothe the cruel pain. The darkness which had been holding seventy
per cent of my powers had been unleashed as the pain was risking my life.
My purple eyes had turned into the shade of dangerously darker and the crimson blood in my body
turned its colour similar to my dark nature. The darkness suppressed the pain but a part of me was
missing in my soul and my heart giving advantage to the darkness to take over the void. Realization
dawned me... But it was too late and too painful to accept it.
My man was gone! He had broken the connection between our souls causing this unbearable pain to
me!
A lot of questions flooded my mind and my heart weeps and stops at one word!
Why?
The anger boiling within me was hotter than the highest temperature that Sun had ever known and the
pain in my heart was vaster than the universe. The broken soul was trying to understand her half had
left her. The darkness started to communicate with the soul.
'An evil magic had combined with an envious divine and performed the act of sin - Breaking the
connection of two loving souls with lies! A God known for just and integrity wasn't stopping the brutal
act. A Goddess's half was ripped away to make her weak and hunt her down to burn her into ashes to
erase the trace of her from the place which she created and cherished!'
Who would dare to do such an act? Do I even need to ask!
I stood up looked down at my cowered people looking at me scared and horrified. I realized my
unleashed darkness had been dispersing the dominance out of my body. I watched Kathir walked to
me in inches checking on my patience. Something within me didn't like him standing like that in front of
me and forced him to fall on his knees.
He looked up at me with closed eyes and wide opened hands barring his neck submitting to me. That
dominant part was satisfied!
"Please, Goddess! Calm down... We need you. Command us what to do. Please don't do anything that
would make you regret later. Don't let the darkness dominate the Goodness in you!"
His tears did something within me. A part of me wanted to listen to him.
I closed my eyes and absorbed the darkness emitting off me and kept it within my control; for now. The
restraints were broken and I need more time to bring control over the darkness which would get fed of
all wrong things. The darkness would grow by consuming the evil things and it will keep the solar
system clean off sins, and my darkness has no mercy or sympathy. The humans have been going in
the wrong way which would attract my darkness toward them. I need to focus at least to keep myself
sane for Maayan.
"Search for Maayan! I want him to be here within an hour! Use any powers and go to any place you
want. But I WANT HIM HERE IN ONE DAMN HOUR!"
The voice of darkness intertwined with mine and it was showing off how powerful it is. The threads of
darkness entered the bodies of the five making their eyes turn black. They nodded in unison and left!
I have to calm down! I should calm now!
I went to the library and connected instantly with the cosmic. The soothing place felt like a graveyard
with the dead silence. My spiritual body screamed his name yearning for the love that man had shown
me for eternity. Maybe that's why he left me thinking he had given me enough. But how didn't he realize
I am not a lone soul anymore. That's why I connected my soul to his soul to show how much he means
to me! Still, he left me. A part of me know he had been tricked despite his sharpness and smartness; or
been blackmailed to obey their order. But he could have discussed that with me.
My mind was going crazy. The ignited blaze wants to destroy the whole solar system to find the man for
whom my heart beating! And I know it was a plan of Chandran. Maayan had been visiting him recently
often. And I don't trust Aadhavan either. The disease of arrogance and envy had infected him too. The
good friend in him had died a long before.
I opened my eyes in frustration. I can't meditate. I feel so helpless. He is everything to me. I couldn't
even feel a bit of anger on him for doing this to me. My heart and soul didn't even want to think
anything negative about him. I just love him so much. Why did he leave me? I want him back. The
darkness wants to be let out to destroy everything that caused me pain.
The five I have sent had walked in with bowed head and knelt before me. Their feared scent raised my
anger.
"I just have given you one simple duty but you weren't able to do that?"
My voice boomed and echoed across the library. The darkness wants me to punish these inefficient
people. I took a step forward, Kathir spoke urgently.
"We found him, Goddess! But he refused to come with us and he is in Moon's realm right now!"
I halted in my step taking in the words he said. The darkness licked its lips to satisfy her hunger with
the sinful minds in Moon's realm and slowly covered my form giving me the strength to bring my soul
mate back.
'Let's show what we are really made off!'
The darkness whispered to my weeping heart giving a ray of hope.
'You will pay, Chandran!
I am coming for you, Maayan! I won't break our promise despite you have broken the connection! You
are MINE and ONLY MINE!'
[To be continued...]